Tomorrow I head off to the hot, dry and dirty bush to get FUCKED off my head (in hopefully more way than one) and dance the weekend away. I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a little anxious but let's not go into that... Knowing me I probably will... Guh.

Am I indecisive? Yes and no.

Anyway, most of my stuff is packed. Just a few clothes, food, candies and other bits and pieces that I'm going to do tomorrow morning. I'm ABSOLUTELY not looking forward to carrying all over the place though. So heavy -_- Liquid should not have a weight. Especially the amount I have (10 odd litres?).
Alas, it's necessary. I need water, energy, sugar and booze. It's VITAL!

Yes, you can tell my excitement levels by the amount of ALL CAPS I'm using.

I do have some other smart things as well, don't worry. Two bandaids (cus it was all I had), a bandage, and some cleansers. Just in case. That and I don't like being dirty. And 3 days in the bush is DIIIIIIIIIIRTY.
But absolutely worth it.

OMG everyone should be so lucky ^^

Seriously, these kinds of festivals have changed my life. After Maitreya I felt homesick. After Royal I felt homesick (even though the weather was miserable). And now we're back into festival season! Next up RAINBOW SERPENT!

Perhaps one of these days I'll actually have some spending money -_- but I doubt it.


Anyway, be safe be good be loving



_{Ok I'm writing about the anxiety but it's little so it can be ignored.
Worried about the situation with Names. I don't know if he's going up with his new lover or not and I'm worried about how he'll treat me there. I really hate this cold distance and the cruelty he's shown me lately. I don't think it's justified by any means. So now I spend my days in this trapped burden, constantly stressing about the situation. I just wish I could rewind things to before all this happened. I want this to stop.}